Thursday, June 21, 2012

100 things that I want to experience before I die


Religious Side
1.  Attend every Sunday mass for one year
  2. Finish reading the Bible                                                                
3. Complete the 9 mornings mass (4am not at night)
    4.Build a Church                                                                             
5. Attend a Mass in Rome (The Pope must be the  Mass Presider)
    6. Travel all over the birthplace of Jesus

Crazy, Fun and Adventurous
    7. Scuba Diving
    8.Sky Diving
    9.Mountain climbing
10.   Bungee Jumping
 11.   Have a tattoo
12.   Car Drifting
13.   Car Racing
14.   Drive a Speedboat
15.   Drive an Airplane/ Helicopter
16.   Chase robbers
17.   Target shooting
18.   Catch a fish
19.   Play Baseball
20.   Play Drums
21.   Surfing
22.   Stop a wedding and say “Where is the Bathroom?”
23.   Drive a Big bike in National Highways
24.   Be one of the Candidate for President of the Philippines

People, Travel and food
25.   Have a tour in Europe
26.   Have a tour in L.A, Las Vegas, Miami and New York
27.   Watch Lakers game Live
28.   Have a Picture with Kobe Bryant
29.   Travel all over the Philippines
30.   Eat fresh red chili
31.   Have my own House
32.   Cook turkey
33.   Eat a Worm

Happiness
34.   Beach Wedding
35.   Church Wedding
36.   Civil Wedding
37.   Celebrate 25th Wedding Anniversary & Celebrate 50th Wedding anniversary
38.   Honeymoon in different places
39.   Stay in a room for two days
40.   Candle light Dinner
41.   Picnic Date
42.   Ride a bike (Just like in the Koreanovela Endless Love)
43.   Climb all the way up of the Grotto in Baguio (He must Carry me)
44.   Movie Marathon
45.   Swim naked in a pool, beach, etc. while winter
46.   Same Outfit  from head to toe
47.   Live in an island without gadgets for a week
48.   Travel anywhere without a Car (from one place to another)

49.   Do it with my Family and with the one that I will be with till the end of my life
50.   I am still thinking of the other 50 things that I want to do before I die 

Friday, April 13, 2012

This is what I want to tell you.

you can say whatever you want regarding this blog, i don't care as long as I am able to say what I feel. 

Hi! I know that you know me very well, did you know that I am missing you? How I wish I could be with you all the time, but I know that is not possible because you have lots of other more important things to do, and I understand that, because I love you! It's been a month now or more than a month since we started to enter this relationship, and I am very happy to have you! I may sound corny or what, but I can't afford to lose you! 

There are lots of questions that is entering my mind right know, but I am not planning to ask you regarding these questions that is been running circles in my head, because I am afraid that you might not answer or worst that you might just say something for the sake of answering,which will never ever convince me. 
I am not the type of person that will "Sumbat" everything I have done for the person I love, coz I know that it is wrong. It is not good to do that, Baby! I can't take it anymore, please answer me, and tell me how come you are not commenting or even hitting the like button everytime I post something on your wall, the worst is you are also deleting some of my wall post to you! tell me why are you doing that? Coz if you will not tell me, I am not able to feel that you love me, I feel like you are taking me for granted, I feel like you don't really love me at all. I hope that all of these are just a wrong feeling of mine, coz if its true, to tell you the truth I don't know what to do.
   
Can you do something for me? this one is just simple, I just want you to stop taking me for granted coz it hurts a lot. 

I know that love is not the only reason why people stay in a relationship for long, but if i am to measure how much i love you, it is like the heaven and sky, that no matter how long it may take me to get there be, no matter I don't know where will it end I will still go on to see the beauty and love of being there.

If you are having a doubt regarding what I feel for you, Please throw that feeling away, because I can assure you that you are the only one that I love. My love for you is pure.


I can not assure you how long will I be able to love you, but I can assure you while there is still YOU and I, every moment that I spent with you will not be put to waste. 

Thank you coz I found love in you. You came just right in time. 

I love you Baby, more than these 3 words, 8 letters and one meaning means. 

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

I want YOU to READ this :)

Hey it’s me Wendel. My friends call me Mae, Wendel, Momoy, Mumay, Neri, oh! Whatever they want to call me, I don’t care! I am writing this to clear some things! Most of the people that I have encounter or meeting the friends of my friend, does not want to approach me, does not want to talk to me, and does not want to be friends with me for some common reasons, which are the following: they said that they hate me because I look like MATARAY! Well! Dude, I am not Mataray, Yeah! I really look like mataray but that does not mean I am mataray, hmm! For some case I am, it is just because I do not like the way you treat me.  The next reason is, they said that I look MALDITA, Yes I am maldita, but in some other ways, I mean in some special case specially when the person I am talking too is a bitch! I know! I know that you are complaining or making some silly angry face look, but let me finish my sentence, what I am trying to say is, I know that I sometimes am a bitch too, but I know how to handle it and I only act like a bitch when I’m with my friends, specially the NENEs.  

I could still remember that there is this one friend of mine who thought that I am a kind of person when you talk to will just punch you in your face without any reason, because I look like mataray! Then we became friends that’s the time that he told me about his first impression.

And some Dudes out there often think that I am FLIRT! And I don’t know the reason why. Maybe, this is just an assumption, maybe they think that I am a flirt because I am close with boys, the reason why I am so close with guys, because most of my friends are guys, and I am the only girl in the family beside my Mom, I grew up in with my cousins who were all boys, blah! Blah! Blah! Enough with the explanation, and let’s get back to our topic, I am not a Flirt, when I enter a relationship I make sure that I love the guy. I am a stick to one girl; I am not that kinda girl, who just gets in a relationship for play. When I love a guy that’s it end of story! As in, sya lang wala ng iba, that is why most of my friends whether a girl or a boy often says that “Ang swerte ng magiging boyfriend mo” they said that when I was still single, but now this is what they are saying “Ang swerte ng boyfriend mo”. Hahaha yeah right! He is lucky to have me, I am lucky to have him too, ooppps! Enough with my love life, this is all about why people hate me.

Anyway, I may look like mataray, maldita, bad girl, bitch, flirt and other negative stuffs that you! yes you! can think of, I Don’t care, that is how you can view me, I am born this way and I love the way I am. Just a piece of advice, do not judge the book by its cover and judge me when you see me, try to be friends with me then judge me again. That is the time that you will know who I really am. I am way too different from the first impression that you can think off.

Thanks for reading.

Monday, February 20, 2012

The Girl who lied.

It was a gloomy Sunday Morning when the Bustamante Family was in the bus terminal waiting for the bus going to Manila to arrive, when Aintazia the only daughter of Mr. And Mrs. Bustamante who lives in the province of Ilocos Sur was looking at the other bus take off, she told herself “The happiness that I feel right now is immeasurable, As if I won a hundred million pesos jackpot in the lottery. I will never be separated to my parents and older brother again, We are now on our way to Manila, to the Abalos’ compound, the place where we will leave altogether as a complete and happy family, but we are not a perfect family, because we are poor, we are working for someone, I know that if we are rich, I am sure that I am the happiest person in the world, but unfortunately we are not, so there is no reason for me to be happy except for the fact that I have a complete family. Anyway when we reach Manila I want to thank Mr. Abalos for hiring my parents to be the caretaker of their Compound in Manila unfortunately my Mother told me that they are in a vacation in Greece and they don’t know when they will come back. “

The bus came without Aintazia noticing it, her Father called her “Here comes the bus Aintazia, come on carry your bag” her father said “Yes Father” said Aintazia.
As soon as they get in the bus Aintazia sleep because her father told her that it will take six to eight hours before they get to Manila.

On the other side of the world particularly in Greece where the Abalos Family spent their summer vacation together with their only daughter Chardae, they are in the Greece International Airport waiting for their flight back to Manila, Chardae was listening to the music when she thought “ Summer vacation has ended, I only have three days left to be able to prepare for my school, I haven’t got any materials for my class but it is fine, I am feeling more than the word happy right now because I am able to spend my vacation for the first time with my Parents, I know that there is nothing more I can ask for, for I have everything that I want and need. Not merely by financial means but through Emotional, Spiritual and Physical needs. Thank you God for everything. “

The Plane came and told her Mother and Father “Mom, Dad thank you for spending this summer vacation with me here in Greece, I am really happy to be with you.” Chardae’s mother and father looked at her with a grin on their face, and then hug her tightly; her father told her “We are happier because we have a daughter like you”. After they have hug each other they all get inside the Plane and take their sits. Chardae sleep in the plane.

After a few hours the Bustamante came in the Abalos’ compound, Aintazia was looking all over the place, she was amaze because the Abalos’ compound is so beautiful, she said “This is all that I ever wish for; this is the place where I want to live. The cars, the swimming pool, the beautiful huge House, Oh! Pinch me and tell me that this is true.” Then the older brother of Aintazia pinches her and told her “Dream on Aintazia, we are going to live here because Mother and Father will work here as a caretaker”, Aintazia looked at her brother with a great anger in her face then their Mother told her “Yes, Aintazia we are going to live here to work not to own the place, and you have to make sure that you will go home straight after class so that you can help us here” then Aintazia walked out and went to see her room.
As she enters here room she was saying bad words, then she said ” I love this place but I hate it in some other way, God you are unfair, when I was in Ilocos I told you to make me rich, to make me own everything that I want so that I will have a lot of friends, You gave my parents a job, but this is an awful job, we are going to work for other people, If you really love me you should have given me this House, Car and all the riches.” Aintazia fell asleep while talking to God and blaming God for all the things that happens to her life.

The next day, the Abalos Family arrive from Greece, Chardae went up to her room right away and fix all her things to prepare for school, she list down all the things that she needs for the school because she only have two days before the school starts.
While Aintazia is inside her room listing the things that she needs to buy for school too. When she finished writing the things that she needs to buy for her school, she went out and told her Mother “ Hey Mother, I need money to buy new things for my school” her mother replied “How much do you need?” Aintazia said “I need a million of pesos” her Father heard what Aintazia said and told her “What? You need a million pesos? What kind of school things are you going to buy? Are they made out of gold?” then Aintazia said “I need a million pesos to buy a Car, this house is far away from my school, I don’t want to ride on a Jeep because it is very hot...” then here father told her “Shut up! Aintazia, you know that we are not rich! You know that we can’t afford to buy a car and yet you want me to give you a big amount of money, Here is three hundred pesos, go now and buy the things that you need for school, be happy and contented on what you have not all people can have three hundred pesos” then Aintazia took the money and left right away.

Chardae was on her way out of the house headed to the Book store when her Mother told her “Chardae my dear, where are you going?” then Chardae said “I’m on my way to the book store Mother, I have to buy the things I need for school, Is there anything you want me to buy for you?” then her Mother answered “No! My child! Here is 1000 pesos, keep safe Chardae” then Cahrdae took the money that her mother gave her, “Thank You Mother, I will give you the change when I return, I must go now.” Then Chardae left their house.
Both Aintazia and Chardae do not know that they are living in one compound.

The class starts, both Aintazia and Chardae is preparing for the first day of class.
Chardae wakes up very early everyday to the point that no one in their house is not yet awake because she needs to get out of the house; she doesn’t want her driver to bring her to school because she enjoys riding in a Jeep.
By the time that Chardae leave their house that is the time that Aintazia wakes up and prepare for school, when she is done preparing for school, Aintazia went out and talked to her father “Father, I’m going to be late for school, can you please borrow one of the cars of Mr. Abalos and used it to bring me to school so that I will not be late.” Then her father replied “Alright!, Good thing that Mr. And Mrs. Abalos left early for work and their daughter is not around, I will talk to Dadong and ask if he could lend me one of the Abalos’ car.” Then Aintazia hug her father and said, “I love you Father thank you, but it is better if we have our own car.” Then her Father left, get the car and drive the car of the Abalos’ going to the school where Aintazia and Chardae studies.
When Aintazia arrive, her classmates were in front of their school waiting for her. She went out of the car and waves her hands to her classmates; Sally the best friend of Aintazia asked her “Good heavens! Is that your car? Who is the man driving?” then Aintazia answered “Yes the Heaven must have been good, Oh! Yes Sally that is my new car, the one who is driving that was my Driver.” Then Aintazia walk towards the entrance of the school and get inside the campus.
On the other hand, Chardae arrives at school twenty minutes earlier than Aintazia.
This is the everyday scenario of the two Ladies when going to school.
It was their preliminary examination when Chardae woke up late because she slept late last night due to studying, for this day she have no other choice but to ride on her car and let her driver to bring her to school or otherwise she will be late for her exam.
When Chardae left the compound, Aintazia finished preparing for school, and went out of their house, she called her father “Father come on bring me to school right now, I don’t want to be late because it is exam day” her father said “I’m sorry Aintazia, I can’t bring you to school, all the cars of the Abalos’ are out, you better go now and ride on the Jeep so that you will not be late.” Then Aintazia said “See Father! This is because of you! If you buy a car for me then there is a car for me to used in going to school, If I fail in the exam because I will arrive late at school, It is all your fault!” then Aintazia left and ride on a Taxi on her way to school. Meanwhile, Chardae arrive in school ten minutes before the examination start, on her way to the entrance of the school, Sally talked to her “Hello, Chardae, You have a very beautiful car, it is like the car of Aintazia” then Chardae replied “Really, we must have the same taste that is why we have the same car, anyway I must get inside now.” Then Sally said “Okay! See you in the room, we will wait for Aintazia” then Chardae said “Then I must go now”. By the time Aintazia arrive, Chardae was already in the classroom. Sally together with the other friends of Aintazia was curious when they saw her coming out from the taxi, Sally said “ Aintazia, where is your car? Why did you ride on a taxi?” then Aintazia said “Well! My car is at home, I don’t want to bring it today because I want to experience what it’s like to ride in a Taxi” then Sally said “Oh! I see, by the way Chardae have the same car as yours.” Then Aintazia said “Really, Anyway, we must go now it’s already time” then they all went inside the classroom.

As the day went on, a lot of lies, fake flaunting of things that Aintazia claims to be hers many believe her, and she gain a lot of friends, Aintazia became famous because of her continuous lies about her riches. Chardae was proud Aintazia but they did not became friends because she is always busy studying.

One afternoon their Class Adviser called all the students to gather for an urgent meeting about their upcoming University week, one of the event in the University week is the Car show, their class is task to bring two expensive car for the car show, when their teacher asked “So now, Who does have an expensive car? You have to bring it tomorrow for the car show” then Sally raised her hands and said “Ma’am, Aintazia owns a lot of expensive car, and I am sure that she can bring more than what we are require for.” Then their teacher said “Oh! Why yes, Aintazia, I heard that you come from a rich family, you must bring you cars in the school tomorrow.” Then Aintazia was not able to talk she just smile and nod at their teacher, then their teacher said that they can all go home now.

When Aintazia reach home, she was crying inside her room then her older brother went inside and asked her “Why are you crying Aintazia? What happened?” then Aintazai told her brother what happened, her brother love Aintazia so much to the point when his brother made a plan to take away the two expensive cars of the Abalos’.

The next morning, Mr. And Mrs. Abalos were mad and shouting, they called the police and told that their car is missing, Chardae went down and told her parents, “Mom, Dad, there is no need to call the police to come over our house, don’t you remember that our car has a GPS tracking device, we can locate it where ever it is.” Then her Father said “Oh! Yes! You are really smart my child, however the police are on their way here, what we can do is to locate the car, and bring along with us the police men where ever our cars is at.” Then Chardae began to use here GPS tracking device to used it to find their car, when they check where it is, they were surprised that the cars was in the school of Chardae. Mr. And Mrs. Abalos together with Chardae and the police men went to the school of Chardae, when they arrive at the school, her parents talked to the Dean of the School.
The Dean got mad, and made an announcement at the school while the event is ongoing. After her announcement she let the policemen to search for the two missing car.
When they go around the campus where the cars are located, the Parents of Chardae was shocked when they saw their car, with the name on the top. CAR OWNER: Aintazia Bustamante, they got angry and told the police to arrest Aintazia, Chardae told her parents not to arrest Aintazia because she did not mean to do it, then Aintazia run out of the school crying in pain, All the students were looking at her and was really upset for what they have discover about her.
The owner of the school was really mad that he told the Dean to expel Aintazia from school due to the disgrace that she brought to her school.

After one week, Aintazia is always in her bedroom, crying and upset due to what had happened. Chardae went up to her room and told her that she talked to the School owner for her to be able to go back to school again, Aintazia was convinced on what Chardae told her, so she went back to school again the next day.
When she got back in School everybody is looking at her, and talking behind her back, saying a lot of rude words and telling her that there is no room for a liar like her, Chardae told her not to mind them because eventually they will stop bullying her, but as the day passed by the situation is getting worst.

Aintazia, cried and shout.
“Aintazia wake up!, Stop Crying”  her Mother said
“Where am I? What happened? What day is it today?” she said
“You are here at the Abalos’ compound this is where we are going to live, you got mad at us awhile ago, went here in your room, cried until you fell asleep, You suddenly cried and shou...”her mother said, then Aintazia interrupted “Okay! I get it! I get it! But what day is it today?” then her mother said “it is three days before your class starts”
Then tears from Aintazia’s eyes fell down, she smiled and said “Oh! Mother thank you! Thank you! It was just a dream, Oh God thank you for everything that I have today, thank you! Thank you! Thank you! From now on I promised that I will be contented and proud on what I have, I will never ever lie Mother, I promise!”  







Monday, February 6, 2012

Whatever comes into my mind

Sunday is the day
To rest and pray,
To walk and talk,
Until my feet will turn into chalk?


Don't worry, I'm just exaggerating
I did this to catch your attention,
but I know that it's not gonna happen
Because you are not listening
but I don't care, because you don't care.


The truth is I am lazy to get up
So my Mom went up,
To tell me "Mae get up!"
Then I jump out of my bed,
And went down to eat bread
When I return to my room
I began to write this senseless poem.

Blissful

I am born to be in the water
Water is my nature, but I will travel in land and air for her.
With my eight hands to hold
To grasp those lovely hands of the gorgeous purple girl.
The first to hold her
Second to embrace her
Third to comfort her
Fourth to serve her
Fifth to protect her
Sixth to defend her
Seventh to walk and find her
And eight to die for her.


This feeling that I have for her is wider than the sea,
And stronger than a bamboo tree.
Even death cannot separate us.
This is the true meaning of Love.

Goodnight my Love (Interpretation of Shakespeare Sonnet 43)

Every time I blink, that is the time my eyes can truly see, 
To all of my day, I view things unconsciously; 
When I sleep, I dream about you. 

Every dark I see will turn bright,
Your shadows I see, turns bright,
But how could your shadow turn into a happy image. 
Seeing your happy image, all clear becomes clearer,
These closed eyes can see you shine.
How can my eyes be so blessed
By remembering you when you are still alive,
Although I know that you are dead
Every night I closed my eyes, through my dreams I can see you!
All my days will be like night just to see you, 

and all of my night will be days just to be with you.

Happy to serve.

Walking, thinking and Observing
these are the ingredients to see a true Filipino.

A girl was standing in front of the street corner
Looking at her watch, Oh no! She is late.
waiting for the jeep to arrive as she saw,
An old Lady came,with two boxes, waiting for the traffic light turn red.
Here comes the jeep, beep-beep.
Oh wait! I will wait for the next jeep.
"Come Lola come!" as the girl helped the Lady to cross the street.

Choo-choo, here comes the train.
He was smiling upon entering.
Look there is an available sit, he will reach his office comfortably.
I enter the train with no available chair.
He saw me standing and he said "Hey Ms. why don't you sit here" 
"Thank you" I said, with a big grin on my face.
Happy to serve a stranger ahead.

Where are you now?

Don't you remember me?
I was there during your campaign,
Standing with your supporters all day,
Listening to every words that you say.
Shouting out loud your name.


I told them "This Man will bring a difference"


I rejoice when you win,
And told God " Yes he is in"


Months and Years have passed,
but not a single thing was made.
I voted you, because of what you promise
Thus, my vote helped you to be in that office,
Without my vote, I'm sure that you are nothing, So you owe me one thing.


And now that I'm starving, Help me please! I'm begging.
But why can't I see you? Where are you now?

Sunday, January 29, 2012

More than one

Courtesy of GettyImages.com

All edge


Hair, Nails, and Clothes

I want it long
because it makes me feel complete
and it makes me look beautiful
If you really love me, you won't force me to change


I don't want it long and I don't want it short
Long doesn't suit you
Long makes you look churlish
If you really love me, you will change for 

Pretty Boy-Pretty Girl

When I first saw you
Inside that food store
Seeing your face made me smile
but seeing you looking at him made me wonder why?

When I first saw you
Entering that food store
Seeing you was like seeing an air
I look at the other dude you are with coz his my date

In the bar
I took the sit of your cousin
I don't know the reason why
Maybe I want to be close to you

In the bar
I was waiting for you to come
Not because I want to see you
But because I want to see the dude you are with


In the Coffee Shop and In the cab
I bought more than two Toffee nut latte, for the planner that you want  
I don't know why?, and when I closed the door for you 
and wave my hands to say Till we see each other again
I told myself "I have to see you again"


In the Coffee Shop and In the cab
The planner I got because of you made me feel more than the word happy
Not because I got it, but it's because it was from you, and when you closed the door
and wave your hands, I look at you and smile
I told myself "Thank you for stealing me from my date"