This is what I want to tell you.

you can say whatever you want regarding this blog, i don't care as long as I am able to say what I feel. 

Hi! I know that you know me very well, did you know that I am missing you? How I wish I could be with you all the time, but I know that is not possible because you have lots of other more important things to do, and I understand that, because I love you! It's been a month now or more than a month since we started to enter this relationship, and I am very happy to have you! I may sound corny or what, but I can't afford to lose you! 

There are lots of questions that is entering my mind right know, but I am not planning to ask you regarding these questions that is been running circles in my head, because I am afraid that you might not answer or worst that you might just say something for the sake of answering,which will never ever convince me. 

I am not the type of person that will "Sumbat" everything I have done for the person I love, coz I know that it is wrong. It is not good to do that, Baby! I can't take it anymore, please answer me, and tell me how come you are not commenting or even hitting the like button everytime I post something on your wall, the worst is you are also deleting some of my wall post to you! tell me why are you doing that? Coz if you will not tell me, I am not able to feel that you love me, I feel like you are taking me for granted, I feel like you don't really love me at all. I hope that all of these are just a wrong feeling of mine, coz if its true, to tell you the truth I don't know what to do.

   
Can you do something for me? this one is just simple, I just want you to stop taking me for granted coz it hurts a lot. 

I know that love is not the only reason why people stay in a relationship for long, but if i am to measure how much i love you, it is like the heaven and sky, that no matter how long it may take me to get there be, no matter I don't know where will it end I will still go on to see the beauty and love of being there.

If you are having a doubt regarding what I feel for you, Please throw that feeling away, because I can assure you that you are the only one that I love. My love for you is pure.

I can not assure you how long will I be able to love you, but I can assure you while there is still YOU and I, every moment that I spent with you will not be put to waste. 

Thank you coz I found love in you. You came just right in time. 

I love you Baby, more than these 3 words, 8 letters and one meaning means. 

I want YOU to READ this :)

Hey it’s me Wendel. My friends call me Mae, Wendel, Momoy, Mumay, Neri, oh! Whatever they want to call me, I don’t care! I am writing this to clear some things! Most of the people that I have encounter or meeting the friends of my friend, does not want to approach me, does not want to talk to me, and does not want to be friends with me for some common reasons, which are the following: they said that they hate me because I look like MATARAY! Well! Dude, I am not Mataray, Yeah! I really look like mataray but that does not mean I am mataray, hmm! For some case I am, it is just because I do not like the way you treat me.  The next reason is, they said that I look MALDITA, Yes I am maldita, but in some other ways, I mean in some special case specially when the person I am talking too is a bitch! I know! I know that you are complaining or making some silly angry face look, but let me finish my sentence, what I am trying to say is, I know that I sometimes am a bitch too, but I know how to handle it and I only act like a bitch when I’m with my friends, specially the NENEs.  

I could still remember that there is this one friend of mine who thought that I am a kind of person when you talk to will just punch you in your face without any reason, because I look like mataray! Then we became friends that’s the time that he told me about his first impression.

And some Dudes out there often think that I am FLIRT! And I don’t know the reason why. Maybe, this is just an assumption, maybe they think that I am a flirt because I am close with boys, the reason why I am so close with guys, because most of my friends are guys, and I am the only girl in the family beside my Mom, I grew up in with my cousins who were all boys, blah! Blah! Blah! Enough with the explanation, and let’s get back to our topic, I am not a Flirt, when I enter a relationship I make sure that I love the guy. I am a stick to one girl; I am not that kinda girl, who just gets in a relationship for play. When I love a guy that’s it end of story! As in, sya lang wala ng iba, that is why most of my friends whether a girl or a boy often says that “Ang swerte ng magiging boyfriend mo” they said that when I was still single, but now this is what they are saying “Ang swerte ng boyfriend mo”. Hahaha yeah right! He is lucky to have me, I am lucky to have him too, ooppps! Enough with my love life, this is all about why people hate me.

Anyway, I may look like mataray, maldita, bad girl, bitch, flirt and other negative stuffs that you! yes you! can think of, I Don’t care, that is how you can view me, I am born this way and I love the way I am. Just a piece of advice, do not judge the book by its cover and judge me when you see me, try to be friends with me then judge me again. That is the time that you will know who I really am. I am way too different from the first impression that you can think off.

Thanks for reading.